Social Machines and ℝeality Testing
Get In the Boat: Detective Damastes, or, How I Became Spider-Man, part 2
In part 2.2 of Get In the Boat I begin pushing, not only against the gender role in which I had been trapped, but also against the social machines in which we live, only to find that I am hemmed in on all sides.
This is the story of how writing Rytius Records helped me to heal traumas from childhood sexual abuse and thereby enabled me to escape contemporary narcissistic abuse.
No trigger warnings this time!
Get In the Boat
I. Things Fall Apart
Dead Fathers, College Sweethearts, Art, Addiction, and Childhood
Gender, Soulless Beasts, The Ancient Near East, and AI
Mentions:
Origin of Plot of Rytius RecordsThe Algebra of Strength and Devotion (the first stab at our “new covenant between men and women”)
Photography
Plato’s Timaeus
Myth of Atrahasis
Epic of Gilgamesh
Descent of Ishtar
Enuma Elish (Marduk and Tiamat)Támar, Prince, A Divine Revelation, Burnout, and Extortion
Mentions:
IA and the Siren Robots, How Am I Not Myself? (2023)
“Feeling Yourself Under Your Sundress” (this is not rated X, and it is not pornography, but it is NSFW erotic dance)“Street Ho”: I decided not to upload these rudimentary vocal sketches, because I already did the vocal sketches in the video.
Strike!, Creeps, Spiders, and the “Just Blacks”
Mentions:
“The Epistemological Problem” (rough voice memo of my proposal to Steve Caldwell and Eric Hammond to support my AI research)
Weird Emails
II. Detective Damastes, or, How I Became Spider-Man
The Flood, Oblivion, Math, Gender, Sacrifice, and the State
Mentions:
“The Epistemological Problem” (rough voice memo of my proposal to Steve Caldwell and Eric Hammond to support my AI research)
III. What Really Happened
The inspiration for this story comes from Valou, The Cool Mommy, at @Blueprintstothe5dkingdom, who helped me to build up the courage to tell it.